Saturday, November 24, 2007

in the lows

OK! Not doing too well now.

I really wanted to check out the clubs but the Korean girl I'm with is a goodie goodie Christian. I talked her into going out with me to check out the famous street for clubs. On the way, she said she was losing her heart and she wanted to go back eventhough we had the intention to have a sit down drink. So I have decided to wander around alone, and sat on a bench in a quiet park where I believe the bums like to hang out. I was feeling really sad and missing home, similar to the scenario when I was in Thailand. This is probably worse because I have to stress about what to do next, where to sleep, etc. Some guy who I assume is a bum talked to me for a bit, after that I kept walking until I get to here to go on internet.

Another thing is that when I walked into my dorm room this evening, the messiest place on earth, the English girls were drunk and listening to loud music from an ipod speaker. I have never been in a room where people don't keep it down. Usually it's a place to sleep and people would hang out outside. At that moment, I really wanted to get out of there. I have no privacy at all either, and there are people all over the city.

For the last few days, weather was crap and I spent most of my afternoons going online. I need to find work, etc.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

ok girl..it's time to get tough...you are mothafuckin constance, yo!

it's going to sound rational. you need to go out and get a job. this way you can move out of that joint..and move on to other things.

but first up, do you like sydney? if not, go elsewhere.

Anonymous said...

constance, constance, you will go through it..yo yo!!

move out or change room if you are not feeling comfortable.

Anonymous said...

you will get through this constance! it's constance man!
you gone throught this in Thailand right?

Peggy xoxo

Con said...

Thailand trip felt so different from this one. I had private rooms when I was there. The cultures and my purpose are different also.

I need a job!!