There has been so much drama in the apartment in the past weekend. As Alex has said on the phone, "it's like a reality tv show." No doubt. Maybe thanks to matrixers for shifting my consciousness once again so that my life can continue in its crazy manner.

The 5 of us were in the house and we finally got into a fight, since I have asked them to move out a few days earlier than they were supposed to. It was horrible. I felt sad and even slammed the door on one of them. Then, I had to go to work in the evening. When I came home after work, they were all drunk with a few more company at the place. Someone broke a liquor bottle and I rushed out to clean after them...vacuuming and all that with a straight-or-beyond-pisssed face. They were super drunk and probably scared too so a bunch of them ran out of the door. Then my guy kept clinging onto me and...anyhow too much happened in one day...

Even after that, I still had to clean up after them here and there. I was pissed and arranged the available word fridge magnets saying:

To all my lovely boys,

Please lather shine you and your place

and my sweet butt

love always

your most gorgeous luscious hot goddess of eternity.

Basically, I had to deal with alot of my own emotions for the past few days. I have been doing alot of new age self talk to keep myself from going insane. The boys got a nice pad after this week and I am still invited to stay until the time I have to leave. I feel things are settling down a bit for me tonight finally. Maybe because I finally got to talk things out with my guy instead of getting upset through the endless chatters in my own head during work.

I have met a couple of hippies from my restaurant who both live in vans. One of them took me out and really appreciated me. He offered to help me in whatever way I might need. The other dude is a travelling artist and offered me a ride to Monkey Mia so I think that might be a good opportunity.

I finally met Tina and Laura's friends here, after only talking on cellphones during our trips in Oz. We smoked joints and drank. Eventhough we are friends only because of mutual friends, it still felt like good old times.

Not sure what's going on next. Some of the boys are leaving while others are settling in Perth. I might end up missing them and come back, or they can find me wherever I will be. They definitely have been an interesting group of friends during my trip.